[ does he have happiness? toji might say so, if he was ever asked. he's happy when he completes a mission, a particularly satisfying kill. happy when he wins a bet - as rarely as that ever happens. happy when he beds a new woman. he has his moments.
but is it a yawning emptiness thanks to the life he lost? the brief idea of one he had, that was snatched away again so cruelly by random fate? perhaps. he tries not to think about it. he just is. primal and predatory. because a shark in the deep water doesn't think about what else it could one day have, it just thinks about its next meal. easier that way. ]
If you say so.
Probably for the best. I'm not role model. Guess that's why I'm fucking a cute little thing like you, huh? But hey, I'm in no hurry to be rid of you, so you're safe with me until you have to scurry back home for good.
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but is it a yawning emptiness thanks to the life he lost? the brief idea of one he had, that was snatched away again so cruelly by random fate? perhaps. he tries not to think about it. he just is. primal and predatory. because a shark in the deep water doesn't think about what else it could one day have, it just thinks about its next meal. easier that way. ]
If you say so.
Probably for the best. I'm not role model. Guess that's why I'm fucking a cute little thing like you, huh? But hey, I'm in no hurry to be rid of you, so you're safe with me until you have to scurry back home for good.
Or find a better man to take you in.
[ since he's not the one. obviously. ]